Eventually, the patient has to get out of the bed and start thier physical therapy.
And you are never going to sublimate into what you want to be. Some divine bolt isn't going to reach out and strike you and create this new self. And you can't wait for some higher portion of your consiousness to reach out and tell you what to work towards.
There comes a point where you have to be decisive. You have to shit, or some big meany with a scary name is going to come throw you off of the pot, and you might never find your way back, and even if you do, you'll never be the same again. And not just a little different... you'll be someone else compltetely.