Remember that "thing" I had to do? Bigness, somewhat scary?
Well (don't tell 'Manda (even when she reads this)), but that thing is working on getting back together with her. I've been wearing the ring that we used as a wedding ring the first time around. Just because it's comfy. It feels nice. Having it on makes my day easier.
It's time for me to be brave, time for me to cast myself off the cliff, and not whimp out.
Amanda, I love you.