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Thing is... I want to run away. I just want to up and leave and just…

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run the fuck away

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run the fuck away
Thing is... I want to run away. I just want to up and leave and just go west. Land where I do... or whatever... yet... I can't. I don't want to go it alone. Yet, even here I go it alone. Sure, i've got friends and all.... but I'm alone. Just... blank. I can't connect... I feel empty and I don't want to just run off into the emptyness... it scares me...

It's so empty...
  • Alone

    Its so cold, so empty
    Here I sit
    abandoned by the world
    the promise of death, so tempting.
    Nowhere do I fit.
    I wish I were a pearl,
    a valuable jewel
    a treasured friend
    Im only a fool
    I look for an end
    if only I had worth.
    If I were important, wanted.
    Here I sit.
    Here I am, earth
    To be taunted.
    Do you see me?
    Do you hear me?
    Am I a breathing soul?
    What can I be?
    What is the key?
    Whats the secret I dont know?
    Where can I escape the loneliness?
    Is there any place to go?
    Theres no one that cares if I live or die
    Here I sit alone.
    I am here alone.

    (written in a psychiatric unit of a hospital I like to call my own personal hell)
  • Everyone i know seems to be singing Santa Monica by Everclear. And you know what? as long as someone loves you, you're never really alone.
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