And so it begins,
And so it is, and so I am, as I always was and never have been.
This song really describes my mood.
And what is my mood? Lonley. I miss myself as of late... it's this delightful irony... I went for a year missing the parts of me that kept me interesting... but now that I've won them back, I miss Me. The young me. The me that's been showing up in Sarah's dreams, and in Tarot readings, and that's been sighted around Troy and Albany.
It's like living in a Charles de Lint story... not like my life has ever resembled one of those ::cough::
I don't want to lose everything that I've become, but I don't want to lose everything I was...
And so it is, and so I am, as I always was and never have been.
This song really describes my mood.
And what is my mood? Lonley. I miss myself as of late... it's this delightful irony... I went for a year missing the parts of me that kept me interesting... but now that I've won them back, I miss Me. The young me. The me that's been showing up in Sarah's dreams, and in Tarot readings, and that's been sighted around Troy and Albany.
It's like living in a Charles de Lint story... not like my life has ever resembled one of those ::cough::
I don't want to lose everything that I've become, but I don't want to lose everything I was...
An exercise that I think will help:
Every once in a while, just listen. Stop talking and arguing even in your head. Listen to others and to your heart.
(I should try my own medicine, eh?)