At any rate, I take this moment to look back, and I can say that i've actualy learned stuff. About M itself, about Me myself, and about those around me. My first week, I spent it focusing my will, and learning what I personally was capable of in effecting change, then last week, I spent it trying to create an awareness of the world around me, and the consequences of my actions, and finally, I tried to get it all to make sense in the world. Funny, the hardest one to do was make sense of it in the world.
So hard in fact, that even when my Chaos Monastsism ends, that duty won't. Life is a process of learning how to live. If you ever actually learn how to live, then everything is pointless, but if you end up constantly questing for it...
THAT's life. Quest. Striving. Perpetual motion. Not to say that you can't stand still, but one must be careful in standing still. An object at rest tends to stay at rest, and that's no good way to get someplace.
I love you all.